Believe me, my dear- there's no one like Jesus.
This is more of a victory post than it is a pretty one.
I haven’t really Bible Journaled in over a month. I’ve been in and out of hospitals, surgeries, doctors and taking care of 2 households. Plus this medication and new food lifestyle of mine leaves me unstimulated. I don’t want to do anything except sleep. I don’t want to paint, I don’t want to read, I don’t want to watch anything.... total apathy. And that’s what the devil wants. He wants us to be apathetic and lethargic- to not care or even notice that we don’t care.
But I gotta tell ya- when I know that something is a legit spiritual battle and not a flesh battle- it makes me want to fight even harder. Did I want to do this? No. Did it take me 2 weeks to do a simple layout? Yes. Do I want to do this any more? Honestly, No. Do I feel like quitting journaling? Yes. Am I going to? No. I may get tired and exhausted. I may not physically be able to do much anymore. I may get distracted with so many things that need to be done. I may get discouraged that I hate the season that I’m in at the moment or the perspective of future endeavors.
BUT when you do things for the Lord you do them because He wants you to do them not because when/if you feel like it. So, if you’re like me and need to get your hissy fit out of your system to get your life together on another gear then so be it. Remember that this is indeed a fight